I try to understand your reasons, but I find it difficult to comprehend. You seem to be in the middle of a great battle against the world. But anger, my dear, is only a reflection of your thoughts and your inability to allow to be as it is. You see, it’s often the expectations of our own mind that are creating our own hell. This emotional frustration perhaps comes from mental models of how you believe life and the people around you should be. Why can’t we ever let it go?
Patience is a virtue, although I’m afraid to say that lately I’m running out of it. I don’t want to sound arrogant, but I got to a point in my life where I’m tired to please everyone but me. I believe in bilateral relationships that’s why I don’t get along with people who always want it their way. I no longer spend a single minute on those who put their problems onto me expecting me to solve them. Rigid and inflexible personalities really bore me because I believe life is not a straight line and in order for things to change you have to be able to change your mind. I do not tolerate cynicism and unconstructive criticism. I dislike comparisons, because I’m not here to live up to anyone’s expectations: I’m my own unique spirit. I don’t want to waste any more time to love those who do not love me and to keep giving without having nothing in return. Respect for me is above all in all sorts of relationships. And if I try to make an effort to make it work I don’t understand why people can’t do the same. So if you are willing to compromise and listen also to my reasons I’ll be more than happy to talk things further, if not I think it’s time that we go separate ways.
I guess I simply decided not to accept anymore negativity, pretence and hypocrisy of all sort.
I guess, I simply decided to love myself more.
All the best,